Monday, February 24, 2014

On a Life of Endless Love

Okay, I know what some of you might be thinking…

Really, another blog post about love?  Doesn’t this chick write about anything else? I thought she was a cynic anyway??

Well, yes, lately I have been one.  But my enduring trait as a hopeless romantic far outweighs the recent experiences that have temporarily morphed me into the latter.  

Tonight I had a girls’ night out with one of my best friends, Katie, and we enjoyed a simple dinner at Panera and a chick flick afterwards: “Endless Love”

I remember admitting to her as we took our seats that I wouldn’t be surprised if this movie makes me depressed. 

“I’ve really been starting to enjoy the single life lately.  I hope this movie doesn’t ruin it for me,” I said.  

“I just hope it’s not as cheesy as it looks,” Katie responded.  

So, we found our perfect seats in the smack-dab-middle of the almost-empty theater room at MJR, kicked up our feet (because, why wouldn’t you when not one person is sitting in the 15 or so rows in front of you??) and took it all in.  

I’m not going to give a full synopsis of the movie like I often tend to do.  Just go see it, ladies—and men, if chick flicks are your thing.  Your lucky lady might appreciate it.  And, maybe you’ll learn a thing or two. 

The movie is definitely one of fantasy, because let’s face it.  Love like that just doesn’t exist anymore. 

 Okay, scratch that.  I truly believe it does.  It’s just hard to come by nowadays.  

I thought the movie was going to be really cheesy.  I mean, it’s not a Nicholas Sparks novel turned to a major motion picture.  Can anything even come close??? But, I was pleasantly surprised.  

It’s one of those types of movies that you like to get lost in and live vicariously through the characters that are so madly in love.  And for those two hours, you might be really happy, and then sad, and then start crying, and then pointing the air gun to your head because you realize your life isn’t nearly as perfect as what you’re seeing on screen, and then happy and crying all over again.  You know what I’m talking about, ladies.  

For the entire nearly-forty-minute commute home, I actually reflected upon the movie and daydreamed about a piece of my perfect fairy-tale life.  Does anyone else actually do this?  This is probably one of the major reasons I actually enjoy long, lonesome commutes. Aside from the serious dent they put in my bank account on a weekly basis, drives like this are my chance to listen to amazing country music and fantasize about my perfect, would-be life. 

While right now all of that is just fantasy, I hold on to my faith that one day, those fairy-tales and those reveries will come to life.  Until then, I will enjoy my single life and continue to spend my time with my amazing, eclectic mix of friends.  Besides, at 25 years old, I’m still pretty damn young.  

I once had a portion of the type of love portrayed in this movie with someone special, and there was a time when I thought that he was my true soul mate.  I guess God had a different plan in store.  And, I’m okay with that.

So for any ladies, or men, who might currently be in the same shoes as I, growing antsy because we haven’t yet found the one, our time will eventually come.  And I’ll be damn sure that one day, through prayer, patience, faith, and the grace of God, we will someday meet our very own endless love.  

Because I really do believe that soul mates exist. 

xoxo ~Elizabeth 

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